Seize the daY!

am i nuts?

right now, i am mad! i am actually furious!!!!! i am judged as guilty beyond any reasonable doubt, even prior to trial, or perhaps a preliminary investigation?

am i such an easy sacrificial lamb?

i never had any pretensions that i was and is an angel. although i have always believed that man is basically good, i am also in touch with the reality that man can easily grow horns and a tail, if he doesn't already have one. but when you judge a person that he is evil, you better have more than a story told by some wacko in your hands.

when presented with an information, especially if is an accusation of someone, it is better to validate the information. even the criminal is presumed innocent unless proven guilty, even there is an overwhelming evidence of one's guilt, one is subjected to the due process of law.... this is how justice works.

but i am judged guilty as sinned, pinned down by stories concocted by some wacko. this is why i am furious!!!! the only guilt i carry is i have loved and cared for those children, i treated them as my own. but the utter lies to excuse yourself from the responsibility to your children makes me wanna vomit!!!!

to you wacko, please don't flatter yourself that you would even think i will dial your number, and all the more talk to you.... i'd rather talk to dead leaves than justify your existence. You better reserve your strength and spend it to your kids, than exert your effort trying to make up a story on my expense, simply because you're too selfish to share your financial gains to the benefit of your kids' education!

sucked out life @ 1:37 PM